I'm in a lot of pain today I think. Actually I think my muscles are locked up. It hurts pretty bad, I think I would rather have muscle relaxers than pain killers. The pain killers aren't working so well anymore, but I think if we could just loosen the muscles around the hardware I would feel better. I'm hoping to get an X-ray or my back with my new hardware to show to everyone. I think it's going to be interesting to see my new back. Hopefully as my back gets better we can move on to some of my hobbies and I definately want to tell everyone about my family. They are so spectactular. They are more than I deserve, I think they are more than anyone deserves.
I can't wait for my doctor's appointment this week. I need to know if I'm not allowed to do some things for comfort or it they can actually cause damage. Like I'm not allowed to drive for 6 weeks. Is it for my comfort or would I be endangering the fusion of my back. I also want to ask how long before we will know if it is fusing. See I'm kind of scared that I will be in the up to 40% that doesn't fuse. It is a scary thought what happens then? Am I just without any hope at all. If anyone reads this blog give me some hope please.
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